still downnnn

howdy- lost 2 more buyins this last session so now we're down 5 buyins today and 72ish overall- things are looking grim to say the least!
vpp's are at 541K and they're behind also, but that's ok cuz that part is apparently the easy part.

I felt real focused this session, whenever i got tired i concentrated on breathing and stayin focused and in the moment and i think that helped with my energy level. Kinda pissed that i had to stop, but it occurred bc i had to pee pretty f'in badly. I gotta figure out a way to do that while 24 tabling.

I'm pissed that i re-raise shoved on the turn over someone who gave me great odds to call with my combo draw. I will try to remember to just call in this spot as they essentially are giving me a free shot to hit my hand. I ended up shoving on top, he had top 2, me no hit and i lost the hand!

Another hand that pissed me off today was i flopped set of 9's on K92 or something. I smooth called flop, checked to him on turn and he fired and i shoved, he nails his A bomb on the riv for trip A's. Gosh, that made me feel better by writing about it.

One more thing strategy wise i noticed is that when someone bets near the pot on the turn, they're pretty serious about their hand. Fold KP, fold!!!

Hmmmmmm that's about it, love you all very much
KP