Ahhhhhhhhhhh where to begin, where to begin.....the poo has lost the money, lost time, lost his sense of dignity, lost the bet, lost it all......or hasn't he??
I guess this is gonna be the wrapup of the bet, and a few of my thoughts and everything like that! In case you guys didn't know, i finally chose to quit this bet. It flat out had to be done. No matter how good I felt, how mentally strong and all this and that- the evidence was clear....I couldn't win anymore!!
When a guy goes from winning pretty much everyday, with very little downswing through his career, to the crazyness of my results in this bet....you know you just can't be feeling as good as you think!
SO let's see....Some people are stating that they feel sorry for me and stuff- please everyone, I am the last person in the world that you have to feel sorry for. I have loving friends, family, and the best life imaginable.
The day that losing some money gets me down, is the day that I will seriously have to reconsider my life. Money is not what this life is about and we all know it. It's just a means to satisfy our constant unsatisfied desires. I have already learned that we will always want more and more, and no amount of money can ever make you achieve happiness.
Happiness comes from enjoying life. It comes from being with other happy people. It comes from seeing those you love being happy. My mother called me more then a few times during this bet, always saying "we're worried about you kevin, we worry about you, etc. etc." It's crazy to me! Stop worrying people!!! Worry is derived from fear, and that is just a terrible thing and we should just try our best to enjoy every second....shit, that's what i try to do....now is that something to worry about? i say nay.
Okay....so this bet, as crazy as it seems, was so fucking profitable for me that it is sick...As far as my poker game- it is going to be amazing...I got to get in some serious talks with a high stakes professional, and it really was 10x worth the amount I lost.
Also, I am going to continue to make my run at elite!! That was the main goal of this whole thing- to achieve elite status- and that I am still going to do. Just my own way on my own terms. Will be alot easier for me lol, and a lot less stressful.
I should be able to still grab a pretty nice chunk of change by the end of the year- probrably something like 70Kish or whatever, which is a fine 2 months still. Why poo? Why do you say f money but then ur doing this to get money? why, poo, why?
Well I'll tell you why! When it gets down to the bottom of it, the money is not for me...it's for everyone around me. By going crazy for these 2 months playing- I am earning myself a hell of a lot of time off next year because I will be making alot more- which means making more memories, more time to spend with loved ones, yada yada...basically just allowing myself to be with others more- and hot damn, that is really nice of me lol.
I learned a valuable lesson- that things are definitely not as easy as you think they are. I honestly thought that this was going to be a breeze for me. I thought I was going to kill the tables like normal, make elite, and be a king of mine own land. But the opposite happened. Oh well haha.
I am definitely relieved that this is over. I was growing a gradual headache everyday and now it's pretty bad. I think it's from all the data processing and shit being far too much then I"m used to. I talked to a sports psychologist during this to try to figure out why i could no longer win at all, and he told me something kinda like that is the reason...that my brain was not used to processing so much information- even though i have done 20 tables fine for quite some time- those 24 tables, day in day out, 10-14 hours day in day out, was just too much info and now my brain is overloaded!
But that's all gonna be gone now as I go out to celebrate this bet being over. Gonna go out to eat with my lovely lady somewhere chill...not sure where yet, but I'm gonna have a drink or two, be a bit naughty, perhaps a victory cigarette for being done.
It's a weird thing....my poker account is way lower then it usually is right now, and i hardly care one bit...it's kinda like, anytime my account has gotten low over these past 6 years, it sucks for a little bit....but then it kinda gets exciting.
It's fun working your way back up the ladder, re-analyzing your game, and seeing progress...I don't know, it kinda excites me in a way that i lost so much lol.
Hmmmmmmmm what else can i say? this shit has been far too long and I think i'm a bit delerious from all this playing and that's why it continues to go on and on.....and on......
End Awn
OK well i can't think of many other things- i'd like to say thank you to everyone who's supported me so much!!! You guys have all been seriously awesome and it is much appreciated.
my family and friends, and especially sandy, have all been great through this. You guys rock...ur fucking awesome....ok ur not that cool.
So I'm going to continue with my live webcam i think as i go for my race to elite bc it's kinda fun or something? And i think i'm gonna continue with this blog because it is actually nice to write a bit.
Oh yea and a special thanks to runhot who has been fucking awesome and a good friend through this!
OK i'm gonna actually go talk to him now about how to become elite a different way and actually make money.
I'll talk to you all soon, continue to smile :)
Poopy
Thursday, November 13, 2008
Wednesday, November 12, 2008
dang diggity!
Damn, just had quite an annoying session. Played 10K hands and lost 1 1/2 buyins. Was down 4 at one point and up 4 at one point....2 huge pots i lost that ruined the whole session went as follows:
me and dude are sittin' on 400 stacks...guy limps, one guy pops it from CO, i call in SB with 66, the limper d-bag repops min lol...CO calls, i call...flop 6J5 or some crapola....
I lead out cuz i figure he's got AA 100% and he is gonna go broke cuz he was a fish...i led, he raises it up, i raise on top, he shoveaments and that be that...turns out he had 85ss and flopped a combo draw and he hit riv and that was that for an 800 pot.
Other hand wassss hmmmmmm oh yea- guy raised from UTG+1, i repopped from SB w/AK (we were both 370 deep) he calls...i have AK...flop is K72...i lead, he calls...turn is harmless 3, i mash near pot again, the dude smooths again....i'm putting him on JJ/QQ/AK at this point....riv A and bingo i hit top 2....i bet the rest he calls I figure we are chopping, he shows me 54 and smoked the PooCock with a run run str8 for 750 pot.
Sooooo that's 1500 or so worth of pots that the Poo would have liked to have taken down, but it wasn't meant to be and instead of 5 more buyins, he loses 1.5.
But it's all gravy!! a decent way to start my 24 hour marathon session...only 17 more hours to go so not bad, and by the end i'll be on 16 hour pace for this week and i will get some niceee sleep and get back to a normal(ish) schedule.
Gonna go get some bagels with tofu vegetable cream cheese, i will talk to you wascally wabbits later.
One Heart,
K Pee
me and dude are sittin' on 400 stacks...guy limps, one guy pops it from CO, i call in SB with 66, the limper d-bag repops min lol...CO calls, i call...flop 6J5 or some crapola....
I lead out cuz i figure he's got AA 100% and he is gonna go broke cuz he was a fish...i led, he raises it up, i raise on top, he shoveaments and that be that...turns out he had 85ss and flopped a combo draw and he hit riv and that was that for an 800 pot.
Other hand wassss hmmmmmm oh yea- guy raised from UTG+1, i repopped from SB w/AK (we were both 370 deep) he calls...i have AK...flop is K72...i lead, he calls...turn is harmless 3, i mash near pot again, the dude smooths again....i'm putting him on JJ/QQ/AK at this point....riv A and bingo i hit top 2....i bet the rest he calls I figure we are chopping, he shows me 54 and smoked the PooCock with a run run str8 for 750 pot.
Sooooo that's 1500 or so worth of pots that the Poo would have liked to have taken down, but it wasn't meant to be and instead of 5 more buyins, he loses 1.5.
But it's all gravy!! a decent way to start my 24 hour marathon session...only 17 more hours to go so not bad, and by the end i'll be on 16 hour pace for this week and i will get some niceee sleep and get back to a normal(ish) schedule.
Gonna go get some bagels with tofu vegetable cream cheese, i will talk to you wascally wabbits later.
One Heart,
K Pee
Tuesday, November 11, 2008
bullsheist!
F'in Bullsheist! I was up like 9 1/2 buyins this last session till the last 1.5 hours and i just bled it all back away and only made 5 buyins :(
But, we're +4buyins on the day so far which is way better then down 10 and stuff like we've been lol. And it's night time so it's time to grind and smoke some dough.
BI's: -95
Vpps: 571,950
That's it see y'all later!
But, we're +4buyins on the day so far which is way better then down 10 and stuff like we've been lol. And it's night time so it's time to grind and smoke some dough.
BI's: -95
Vpps: 571,950
That's it see y'all later!
hmmmmm
Just played 6K hands and lost 1 buyin. I'm pretty happy about that cuz at this time of the day it's basically all regulars. I pretty much stayed evenish the whole time and never really got anything going so all is good!
Games will get better as the evening sets on in, and hopefully I can get some things moving, but to be honest, -1 buyin for the tough 6k hands of the day is like a win to me.
Buyins: -100
Vpps: 569,510
That is all, talk to ya cool bunch later!!
Kpizzle
Games will get better as the evening sets on in, and hopefully I can get some things moving, but to be honest, -1 buyin for the tough 6k hands of the day is like a win to me.
Buyins: -100
Vpps: 569,510
That is all, talk to ya cool bunch later!!
Kpizzle
Monday, November 10, 2008
oh shit- y'all haters should be scared
ok the poop is officially back i think....even though i'm 5 buyins down today still....the truth is....he's back.
Since I've made the most recent updates in my game, and my overall strategy....I have played 10K hands at 4pts/100....so i'm on a +7 BI run and it's only gonna get more serious.
I'm almost thinking about doing a prop bet that I will be even by sunday evening!! Imagine how fun this would be for the poo? hehehehe hohoohoho!! :) :)
Hmmmmm ok the totals are the following:
buyins: -99!! hehehehe cake :)
vpps: 566,831
So, the poo is gonna have to play about 16 hours a day until sunday he thinks.
I have made new goals- no more 10 buyin a day 22k hands a day bullshit
By sunday night, I want to be back to even overall. It is a realistic goal- even though 99.9% of you think it's impossible. I think it is 99.9% going to happen.
So, even by sunday night, and 20K hands per day for the next 6 days, so 120K hands in by sunday night also.
Watch it happen, watch in awe, and just watch....
Heart
KPoo
Since I've made the most recent updates in my game, and my overall strategy....I have played 10K hands at 4pts/100....so i'm on a +7 BI run and it's only gonna get more serious.
I'm almost thinking about doing a prop bet that I will be even by sunday evening!! Imagine how fun this would be for the poo? hehehehe hohoohoho!! :) :)
Hmmmmm ok the totals are the following:
buyins: -99!! hehehehe cake :)
vpps: 566,831
So, the poo is gonna have to play about 16 hours a day until sunday he thinks.
I have made new goals- no more 10 buyin a day 22k hands a day bullshit
By sunday night, I want to be back to even overall. It is a realistic goal- even though 99.9% of you think it's impossible. I think it is 99.9% going to happen.
So, even by sunday night, and 20K hands per day for the next 6 days, so 120K hands in by sunday night also.
Watch it happen, watch in awe, and just watch....
Heart
KPoo
aiyoooooo
ok well apparently i don't like blogging when i lose- i lost another 5 buyins before so i was down 12 total today and unhappy.
Then I took a shower, had a bite to eat, relaxed a bit, and refocused. Read over my notes and fired up only 16 tables to make sure my game was on. Made 5 buyins back pretty easily and felt good. Only -7 now today.
So I have 17 buyins more to make my goal of +10 today, and I need about 10K more hands as I played about 12.5K already. Shouldn't be too bad.
Just wanted to tell you that I miss you guys :)
PooWarrior
Then I took a shower, had a bite to eat, relaxed a bit, and refocused. Read over my notes and fired up only 16 tables to make sure my game was on. Made 5 buyins back pretty easily and felt good. Only -7 now today.
So I have 17 buyins more to make my goal of +10 today, and I need about 10K more hands as I played about 12.5K already. Shouldn't be too bad.
Just wanted to tell you that I miss you guys :)
PooWarrior
sheeeeeeeeet
morning session was not fun- lost $1,400...looked through PT and I basically lost $1,150 in equity and setups so I'm not too disturbed by this number. Felt pretty good at the tables so that's a gooood thing!
BI's: -101
vpp's: 561,364
I lost some pretty tough coolers, my KK loses to AA AIPF 150 deep and my AA< loses to J9ss in 3bet pot 150 deep also. I didn't really get to frustrated from them. It is possible that I could have folded the AA on the 993 or whatever flop, I'll have to ask some people and see what they think.
It seems damn nice out today which is sweet, gonna go eat some breakfast then continue to grind.
Today's goal = +10 BI's and 22K hands, so let's get movin'!
Poop
BI's: -101
vpp's: 561,364
I lost some pretty tough coolers, my KK loses to AA AIPF 150 deep and my AA< loses to J9ss in 3bet pot 150 deep also. I didn't really get to frustrated from them. It is possible that I could have folded the AA on the 993 or whatever flop, I'll have to ask some people and see what they think.
It seems damn nice out today which is sweet, gonna go eat some breakfast then continue to grind.
Today's goal = +10 BI's and 22K hands, so let's get movin'!
Poop
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